me?

I haven't been feeling super well in spirits lately.
All thanks to my cracking down in a cab one early noon thanks to that mfing cab driver.

Yes, it was that long ago, but somehow you know sometimes you're just damn angry and cannot do anything then you just tear?

That was how f-ed up I felt in the cab.

I wanted to write a super long letter, but every time I get to the keyboard my inspirations go up into a wisp of smoke.

I could only watch miserably as I try to grasp the fleeting last few sentences that I want to write before just totally giving up and go do something else.

If only technology was advanced enough to create some sort of thought projector, maybe that will save me more time and propel me faster into the movie making industry.


There was definitely a struggle to find back the writer in me, and it still hangs in limbo.

Today, was rather interesting, I have one Indian OM who chats with me all the time. He wanted to build some storage space under the stair case so he took me to see where the grilles were supposed to be installed.

Freaked out when I saw a pair of legs not moving under the stairs, turns out a bunch of boys were hiding from the OM behind me coz the area is out of bounds to students.

The boy cheekily placed a finger on his lips while I arched an eyebrow and went the other way.

They made their grand escape whilst the OM was scolding another few boys.
Not a very clean escape though, halfway running across the field the OM turned around and spotted them running, OM could only yell after them.

Later while making my rounds at other blocks in the school they came to find me and thank me for not "ratting" them out. Twas pleasantly surprised.

Very amused in fact. Reminded me of our stupid antics in secondary school ourselves.

What was more amusing was that my OM was bantering on about where am I going to go on holiday next with my bf? And I was like, " I no more bf already."

Then he went, " HUH!? That time go TW go with him what happen?"

"He go in uni say no time for me already."

The OM went, " Bloody bastard!"

I burst out laughing. AGAIN, wished I had the thought projector to rewind that few seconds. You'd laugh too.

Oliner came to eat lunch with me at Tiong Bahru Plaza on Wed.
I have now started a, " HELP OLINER QUIT YO" project.

HOQY!~

Everyday try to msg her once a reason to quit smoking.

Everybody feel free to msg her too. Tell her its for her future BB or that if she doesn't quit soon she'll grow old soon. GOGOGOGOGO
Last friday, went out to have dinner with Poly friends at Orchard Hotel's Tony Romas.

Before heading there went to meet up with one of them first.

Standing infront of the mirrored lobby of Plaza Singapura, he told me ," Very compatible hor?"

I twisted my head to look around for couples but then he said, " we 2 la!"

I was like -.- and started pointing out the differences and he also started laughing.

That was Weeky, my FYP mate, the sweet dude who bought me roses for Grad day and was nice enough to carry my bag for me that day because I was complaining my feet hurt.

Even offered me his shoes.

Now why can't I fall for a guy like that -.-
Well, for Weeky and I truth to be told, we are srsly like cousin status. Friends that are meant to remain friends for the rest of their lives meeting up every now and then go dancing and drink beer, and when we're old, still indulge in salacious and seamy gossip.

Felt very conscious at the dinner table, I was the only one who ate 6 ribs, I noticed everyone else had lesser than mine , stopped soon after.

See the difference when I'm with you and when I'm with them?

So if you see me pigging out in front of you even though you poke fun at my weight, take comfort in the fact that I'm myself with you.

Went to eat Rochor beancurd after with Uni friends. Yea, I am making friends, today we went to braddell heights CC to sing KTV too ;)

Found out something in common today, they've got a bit of the chinese-ness in them too.
They are not ram rod speak english people only. Hahaha.

Went to celebrate Cattie's birthday last Saturday.
Lovely time with the girls, felt so nostalgic.

We ate this Japanese restaurant where I had sukiyaki and I heckled them all to the basement to buy the crepes Linjie introduced.

We then had a sur of the moment thing to go sit the reverse bungee at clark quay.

The reverse bungee, was AWESOME. The view from the top and when you are in mid suspension is breath taking.

The Swing, oh I got owned by that one.
That one is highly recommended for people who feel like dying.

You can't hold on to anything unless you are at the edge of the seats and you have to push the lever yourself to let go of the swing.

The first attempt failed. I pushed the lever like crazy til I strained my arm. Felt very breathless when they had to bring us down to fix the lever.

None the less went on it again after they fixed it.

The rush was fast, and I should have known I'd wanted to puke -.-

If there was one theme park machine I cannot handle it would be the viking ship.

The swing is something like that and immediately after I felt like puking.

I said my goodbyes to the girls and then went in search of a toilet.

Puked.

Roy drove us out of clark quay, half way I thought he was going on the highway, requested to stop at the bus stop first,

Puked.


Then reached fei fei, went toilet,

puked again.

TF was like asking wendy whether I was drinking -.-

Really. Terribly. Amusing.

I wonder whether that feeling was equivalent to drinking too much alcohol?

Puked my jap dinner and crepe out T_T

The boys and Di took very good care of the puking zr.

Puking zr promised them all TCC coffee.

Puking zr also wanted to hug the girls goodnight when leaving but was on the verge of puking, think they'd scream.

Puking zr wants to thank the girls, and the boys for their companionship these few days as well.
Again, the words that I have carefully formulated to describe my heartfelt rawness and "awwww- ness" at them is going up in smoke.

My friends around me have been very nice. Thank you babies, you know who you guys and gals are ;)

Sunday, yesterday, I felt quite accomplished.

Twice I directed 2 different aunts on that day in the car on the road to destinations I was not familiar with jsut by reading off road signages.

We did get a little lost la, but all in all what matters was that WE GOT HOME. -.-

That brother la, get license in the end also going to another place he get us lost.

Spent 2 hrs on the road trying to get there and then back for just ONE trip.

C'est la vie.

Til the next time my mood strikes up again ;)

xoxo,

S.W.A.K.

tsar

Labels: 21st, family, hrtbrk, mjr, NP, uni, Usuals, work

Munching on them now.
Recently my eating hours are waaaaaay off the charts.

Anyhow better clear off some backlogged blogging!

G.I Joe

ok, this is another childhood thing.

I DIDN'T KNOW G.I Joe was made up of a TEAM of people.

I remember my brother having only 1 G.I Joe figurine.

Went to watch it with CL, Don , GL & Michael.

And the guys were nice to keep me company for a lil while more after since they could see I was down in the dumps.



12th August - Lady Gaga's concert

Bumped into Mei Hui & Baozha there.
The wait for Lady Gaga's appearance was HIDEOUS. They literally stuffed the entire fort canning park to the brim and the queue cutting was atrocious.

The opening act wasn't that great and neither was the crowd, only great thing about the crowd was that they weren't pushing.






15th August - Weeky/Angel day

The day started off with me getting up, helping Weeky get something from Chinatown, then hopping on the purple line to Vivo to wait for the rest of them.

Jason soon came and cabbed with me to 1 Deg. 15 in Sentosa for his exclusive birthday party of 20 boys & girls on a yacht.
































The "sleeping rooms" So odd right!

It was an awesome experience, we sailed off from the deck to a clearing near St. John Island where we had the chance to just to swim/kayak around. Just nice when the sun was setting as well.

Lost one side of my earrings though =( SUPER SAD.








It soon became dark though,





The ship crew soon turned on the lights.
Hahaha.

Ongoing activity in the yacht while traveling to another destination,







Haha, loved how the friend just don't care go and pull Weeky's hair to draw on his face. LOL

The crew brought us near to Sentosa for a short surprise.









Then when the ship was returning back to dock, all of Weeky's friends sat around to play stuff. Haha Which were rather interesting!





DUMB ASS BITCH , I hope you loved your day to the max! HAHAHA

**********************************

I soon had to leave however as I also had Aliner's 21st to attend to!!!




Reached there JUST IN TIME before they literally cut the cake into pieces!

PHEW.





Chio bu of the day! Check out her small crown!



Haha, I haven't seen Aliner's family members out in full force before. The resemblance of each other in her siblings' faces can be seen man.



Leng Leng I see you!







Totally loved Aliner's niece and nephew sia. Whenever I want to take their photos, they would immediately pose for me nicely la! XD



Aliner's BF had a surprise for her





It's actually Happy Birthday in sparklers Haha, after that they all threw water bombs at her.

Cat,Di, Iris , GL, CL and I fled before she can throw any at us.



My fave shot. LOL

**************************************

Hami melon quest.



The other day, I got in a car with my aunt, and my aunts are very known for their dogged manner in avoiding any other type of cars except Toyotas.

They especially dislike BMWs due to their "heavy" gear or something like that.

So imagine my surprise when I got in the car and was like WOAH! TOYOTA so upclass already ah!? Look at above picture.

Aunt looked at me funnily before saying that I was sitting in a merc -.- I ACTUALLY MISTOOK THE LOGO FOR TOYOTA! D; And I was like , "WHATTTT!?!!"

And yes, she wasn't comfortable in driving it, she was only driving it coz it was more convenient at the moment. I could see she was being extra cautious when turning and everything.

I wonder why. European cars that "heavy"?

This was the amount of Hami melons my aunt bought.



Craziness. ALL hami melons and a packet of kitchen toilet roll.

Apparently they were on offer, so Aunt purposely roped me in to help her carry all the melons home.

-District 9



On a whim, I went to watch District 9 with Daryl, TF & HL, to chase off the Monday blues. They exceptionally nice to bring me out for a drink later at Wala wala to hear out my woes.

The live band was great as well.







For that, am damn grateful.

****************************************

20th Aug

Was a very impromptu trip to Parkway to try and get some back to school stuff. Dragged out Jacq on impulse.

She very gamely said , "OK" and we were off. It was a good thing she came coz I was looking at so many "wu ah bo"/bo liao things and she was going on and on like a broken tape recorder , " YOU DON'T NEED THAT FOR SCHOOL!"

Haha, and then I accompanied her to the Airport to see her friend off while I indulged in my much craved Popeye's biscuit.

Felt kinda funny though. I took a few bites and felt as though I was sick, but that sick feeling wasn't physical, more like mentally caused =\

*******************************************

21st Aug

Dinner w Jo and Iris!

The 2 practically started a food fight in Ajisen Ramen -.-

They were throwing used tissue, noodles and all sorts of things they can get their hands on at each other.

Wah lau eh!

Dinner + talk was good, but Oliner wasn't feeling well so she had to run off while Iris and I indulged in more gossip at TCC.

STUPID JOLINE, you see la, IRIS DAMN paranoid about what you are going to do liao lor!

XD

****************************************

Labels: 21st, mjr, NP, Usuals

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me?

I haven't been feeling super well in spirits lately.
All thanks to my cracking down in a cab one early noon thanks to that mfing cab driver.

Yes, it was that long ago, but somehow you know sometimes you're just damn angry and cannot do anything then you just tear?

That was how f-ed up I felt in the cab.

I wanted to write a super long letter, but every time I get to the keyboard my inspirations go up into a wisp of smoke.

I could only watch miserably as I try to grasp the fleeting last few sentences that I want to write before just totally giving up and go do something else.

If only technology was advanced enough to create some sort of thought projector, maybe that will save me more time and propel me faster into the movie making industry.


There was definitely a struggle to find back the writer in me, and it still hangs in limbo.

Today, was rather interesting, I have one Indian OM who chats with me all the time. He wanted to build some storage space under the stair case so he took me to see where the grilles were supposed to be installed.

Freaked out when I saw a pair of legs not moving under the stairs, turns out a bunch of boys were hiding from the OM behind me coz the area is out of bounds to students.

The boy cheekily placed a finger on his lips while I arched an eyebrow and went the other way.

They made their grand escape whilst the OM was scolding another few boys.
Not a very clean escape though, halfway running across the field the OM turned around and spotted them running, OM could only yell after them.

Later while making my rounds at other blocks in the school they came to find me and thank me for not "ratting" them out. Twas pleasantly surprised.

Very amused in fact. Reminded me of our stupid antics in secondary school ourselves.

What was more amusing was that my OM was bantering on about where am I going to go on holiday next with my bf? And I was like, " I no more bf already."

Then he went, " HUH!? That time go TW go with him what happen?"

"He go in uni say no time for me already."

The OM went, " Bloody bastard!"

I burst out laughing. AGAIN, wished I had the thought projector to rewind that few seconds. You'd laugh too.

Oliner came to eat lunch with me at Tiong Bahru Plaza on Wed.
I have now started a, " HELP OLINER QUIT YO" project.

HOQY!~

Everyday try to msg her once a reason to quit smoking.

Everybody feel free to msg her too. Tell her its for her future BB or that if she doesn't quit soon she'll grow old soon. GOGOGOGOGO
Last friday, went out to have dinner with Poly friends at Orchard Hotel's Tony Romas.

Before heading there went to meet up with one of them first.

Standing infront of the mirrored lobby of Plaza Singapura, he told me ," Very compatible hor?"

I twisted my head to look around for couples but then he said, " we 2 la!"

I was like -.- and started pointing out the differences and he also started laughing.

That was Weeky, my FYP mate, the sweet dude who bought me roses for Grad day and was nice enough to carry my bag for me that day because I was complaining my feet hurt.

Even offered me his shoes.

Now why can't I fall for a guy like that -.-
Well, for Weeky and I truth to be told, we are srsly like cousin status. Friends that are meant to remain friends for the rest of their lives meeting up every now and then go dancing and drink beer, and when we're old, still indulge in salacious and seamy gossip.

Felt very conscious at the dinner table, I was the only one who ate 6 ribs, I noticed everyone else had lesser than mine , stopped soon after.

See the difference when I'm with you and when I'm with them?

So if you see me pigging out in front of you even though you poke fun at my weight, take comfort in the fact that I'm myself with you.

Went to eat Rochor beancurd after with Uni friends. Yea, I am making friends, today we went to braddell heights CC to sing KTV too ;)

Found out something in common today, they've got a bit of the chinese-ness in them too.
They are not ram rod speak english people only. Hahaha.

Went to celebrate Cattie's birthday last Saturday.
Lovely time with the girls, felt so nostalgic.

We ate this Japanese restaurant where I had sukiyaki and I heckled them all to the basement to buy the crepes Linjie introduced.

We then had a sur of the moment thing to go sit the reverse bungee at clark quay.

The reverse bungee, was AWESOME. The view from the top and when you are in mid suspension is breath taking.

The Swing, oh I got owned by that one.
That one is highly recommended for people who feel like dying.

You can't hold on to anything unless you are at the edge of the seats and you have to push the lever yourself to let go of the swing.

The first attempt failed. I pushed the lever like crazy til I strained my arm. Felt very breathless when they had to bring us down to fix the lever.

None the less went on it again after they fixed it.

The rush was fast, and I should have known I'd wanted to puke -.-

If there was one theme park machine I cannot handle it would be the viking ship.

The swing is something like that and immediately after I felt like puking.

I said my goodbyes to the girls and then went in search of a toilet.

Puked.

Roy drove us out of clark quay, half way I thought he was going on the highway, requested to stop at the bus stop first,

Puked.


Then reached fei fei, went toilet,

puked again.

TF was like asking wendy whether I was drinking -.-

Really. Terribly. Amusing.

I wonder whether that feeling was equivalent to drinking too much alcohol?

Puked my jap dinner and crepe out T_T

The boys and Di took very good care of the puking zr.

Puking zr promised them all TCC coffee.

Puking zr also wanted to hug the girls goodnight when leaving but was on the verge of puking, think they'd scream.

Puking zr wants to thank the girls, and the boys for their companionship these few days as well.
Again, the words that I have carefully formulated to describe my heartfelt rawness and "awwww- ness" at them is going up in smoke.

My friends around me have been very nice. Thank you babies, you know who you guys and gals are ;)

Sunday, yesterday, I felt quite accomplished.

Twice I directed 2 different aunts on that day in the car on the road to destinations I was not familiar with jsut by reading off road signages.

We did get a little lost la, but all in all what matters was that WE GOT HOME. -.-

That brother la, get license in the end also going to another place he get us lost.

Spent 2 hrs on the road trying to get there and then back for just ONE trip.

C'est la vie.

Til the next time my mood strikes up again ;)

xoxo,

S.W.A.K.

tsar

Labels: 21st, family, hrtbrk, mjr, NP, uni, Usuals, work

Munching on them now.
Recently my eating hours are waaaaaay off the charts.

Anyhow better clear off some backlogged blogging!

G.I Joe

ok, this is another childhood thing.

I DIDN'T KNOW G.I Joe was made up of a TEAM of people.

I remember my brother having only 1 G.I Joe figurine.

Went to watch it with CL, Don , GL & Michael.

And the guys were nice to keep me company for a lil while more after since they could see I was down in the dumps.



12th August - Lady Gaga's concert

Bumped into Mei Hui & Baozha there.
The wait for Lady Gaga's appearance was HIDEOUS. They literally stuffed the entire fort canning park to the brim and the queue cutting was atrocious.

The opening act wasn't that great and neither was the crowd, only great thing about the crowd was that they weren't pushing.






15th August - Weeky/Angel day

The day started off with me getting up, helping Weeky get something from Chinatown, then hopping on the purple line to Vivo to wait for the rest of them.

Jason soon came and cabbed with me to 1 Deg. 15 in Sentosa for his exclusive birthday party of 20 boys & girls on a yacht.
































The "sleeping rooms" So odd right!

It was an awesome experience, we sailed off from the deck to a clearing near St. John Island where we had the chance to just to swim/kayak around. Just nice when the sun was setting as well.

Lost one side of my earrings though =( SUPER SAD.








It soon became dark though,





The ship crew soon turned on the lights.
Hahaha.

Ongoing activity in the yacht while traveling to another destination,







Haha, loved how the friend just don't care go and pull Weeky's hair to draw on his face. LOL

The crew brought us near to Sentosa for a short surprise.









Then when the ship was returning back to dock, all of Weeky's friends sat around to play stuff. Haha Which were rather interesting!





DUMB ASS BITCH , I hope you loved your day to the max! HAHAHA

**********************************

I soon had to leave however as I also had Aliner's 21st to attend to!!!




Reached there JUST IN TIME before they literally cut the cake into pieces!

PHEW.





Chio bu of the day! Check out her small crown!



Haha, I haven't seen Aliner's family members out in full force before. The resemblance of each other in her siblings' faces can be seen man.



Leng Leng I see you!







Totally loved Aliner's niece and nephew sia. Whenever I want to take their photos, they would immediately pose for me nicely la! XD



Aliner's BF had a surprise for her





It's actually Happy Birthday in sparklers Haha, after that they all threw water bombs at her.

Cat,Di, Iris , GL, CL and I fled before she can throw any at us.



My fave shot. LOL

**************************************

Hami melon quest.



The other day, I got in a car with my aunt, and my aunts are very known for their dogged manner in avoiding any other type of cars except Toyotas.

They especially dislike BMWs due to their "heavy" gear or something like that.

So imagine my surprise when I got in the car and was like WOAH! TOYOTA so upclass already ah!? Look at above picture.

Aunt looked at me funnily before saying that I was sitting in a merc -.- I ACTUALLY MISTOOK THE LOGO FOR TOYOTA! D; And I was like , "WHATTTT!?!!"

And yes, she wasn't comfortable in driving it, she was only driving it coz it was more convenient at the moment. I could see she was being extra cautious when turning and everything.

I wonder why. European cars that "heavy"?

This was the amount of Hami melons my aunt bought.



Craziness. ALL hami melons and a packet of kitchen toilet roll.

Apparently they were on offer, so Aunt purposely roped me in to help her carry all the melons home.

-District 9



On a whim, I went to watch District 9 with Daryl, TF & HL, to chase off the Monday blues. They exceptionally nice to bring me out for a drink later at Wala wala to hear out my woes.

The live band was great as well.







For that, am damn grateful.

****************************************

20th Aug

Was a very impromptu trip to Parkway to try and get some back to school stuff. Dragged out Jacq on impulse.

She very gamely said , "OK" and we were off. It was a good thing she came coz I was looking at so many "wu ah bo"/bo liao things and she was going on and on like a broken tape recorder , " YOU DON'T NEED THAT FOR SCHOOL!"

Haha, and then I accompanied her to the Airport to see her friend off while I indulged in my much craved Popeye's biscuit.

Felt kinda funny though. I took a few bites and felt as though I was sick, but that sick feeling wasn't physical, more like mentally caused =\

*******************************************

21st Aug

Dinner w Jo and Iris!

The 2 practically started a food fight in Ajisen Ramen -.-

They were throwing used tissue, noodles and all sorts of things they can get their hands on at each other.

Wah lau eh!

Dinner + talk was good, but Oliner wasn't feeling well so she had to run off while Iris and I indulged in more gossip at TCC.

STUPID JOLINE, you see la, IRIS DAMN paranoid about what you are going to do liao lor!

XD

****************************************

Labels: 21st, mjr, NP, Usuals

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